Monday, January 29, 2007

Learn... that when you plan to get even with someone, you're only letting that person continue to hurt you.
Learn... that igonring the facts do not change the facts.
Learn... that the easiest way to grow as a person is to sorround yourself with people smarter than you are.
Learn... that no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.and learn... that life can be tough but can be tougher.

I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go.. It's like we're scared to loose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that someting than absolutely nothing...
But the truth is: To have it halfway is harder than not having it all
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Today I woke, bothered and worried. Worried about things I am fearful about but never really happened yet. My mind wanders about horrible and unhappy things like how I am going to die, what if i get hit by a car or slip and bang my head inside the bathroom and die. It seems that whenever I hear people speak of good words about me or agree with me with something, it seems all wrong. I think im going insane. I don't celebrate happiness very much thinking that something bad might happen in return. If I live to die, then what is my purpose? What is it that could really make me happy? I eat pain for breakfast, misery for lunch and paranoia for dinner. It seems that these three are my only companions. If being happy means being miserable, then I am happy.

Happiness only exists in fairytales and dreams, and just like books can be torn at the seams. If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody.

1 comment:

ehjiboi said...

something from paulo coelho:

if pain must come, may it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best way possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will neither wait for him or forget him... waiting is painful. but not knowing what to do is the worst kind of siffering.