Thursday, December 28, 2006

A L E J A T E

Jamas senti en el alma tanto amor
Y nadie mas que tu, me amo
Por t rei y llore, renaci tambien
Lo que tuve di, por tenerte aqui
ya se que desperdirnos es mejor
sufriendo pagare mi error
Ya nada sera igual, lo tengo que aceptar
ya hallar la fuerza en mi para este adios
Alejate, no puedo mas
Ya no hay manera de volver el tiempo atras
Olvidate de mi
Y dejame seguir a solas con mi soledad
Alejate, ya dime adios
Y me resignare a seguir sin tu calor
Y jamas entedere que fue lo que paso
Si nada puedo hacer, alejate
No yoy a arrepentirme del ayer
Amando te hise mujer
Por el amor aquel, por serte siempre fiel
Hoy tengo que ser fuerte y aprender
Alejate, no puede mas
Ya no hay manera de volver el tiempo atras
Olvidate de mi
Y dejame seguir a solas con mi soledad
Alejate, ya dime adios
Y me resignara seguir sin tu calor
Y jamas entedere que fue lo que paso
Si nada puedo hacer, ALEJATE

Monday, December 25, 2006

...my buddy bear

I can't get you out of my mind.
I keep thinking how much I enjoyed talking with you.
How great you look when you smile and how much I like your laugh.
I daydream of you on and off all day,
Replaying pieces of our last conversations...
Laughing again about funny things you said and done.
I've memorized your face and the way you look at me...
it melts my heart everytime I think about it
And I catch myself smiling when I imagine
What will happen the next time we're together...
You must be something really special
Because I can't remember the last time
I felt so strongly about someone
Though neither of us knows
What the future holds...
I know one thing for sure - - -
You're one of the very best thing that's happened to me in a long time !

Friday, November 17, 2006

first love...



Saigo no kisu wa ka ba tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love love songu
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasouto shiteru
Wasuretakunai kotobakari
Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naite iru
Anatawo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love love songNow and forever

...morning has broken

Morning has broken,
like the first morning
Blackbird has spoken,
like the first bird


Praise for the singing,
Praise for the morning
Praise for them springing
fresh from the world

Sweet the rains new fall, sunlit from heaven
Like the first dewfall, on the first grass
Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden
Sprung in completeness where his feet pass


Mine is the sunlight, mine is the morning
Born of the one light, eden saw play
Praise with elation, praise every morning
Gods recreation of the new day

Sunday, November 12, 2006

BreAk Up LinEs... LyTs, Camera, ActiOn!

  1. "I just realized, I don't want to be attached."
  2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to find myself!!!"
  3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us."
  4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo. You deserve someone better. That's not me."
  5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."
  6. "We are too different from each other."
  7. "We have to meet other people to see whatit's like to be with someone else. I'm giving you that choice. if you come back to me, we'll bothbe better from having chosen freely."
  8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both ready. When we don't care about the odds.Kung tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?" *ehem*
  9. "I really think that we should break up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love you."
  10. "I just realized I haven't had time to walk my dog..."
  11. ”It's not you, it's me...
  12. "Talagang kapatid/kaibigan lang ang turingko sa'yo, e. Let's keep it that way."
  13. "we are not growing anymore."
  14. "I don't have feelings for you anymore."
  15. "i need space..."
  16. "Mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo. Good luck na lang."
  17. "We don't fit in together."
  18. "sorry kisses, di ka gusto ng mama ko"
  19. "Sorry, I just realized mas gusto ko sa lalake "
  20. "let's call it QUITS! "
  21. "Pupunta na ako sa America and I won't come back. Don't follow me there, please."
  22. " Na Realize ko mahal ko pa pala Ex ko "
  23. " Masyado kang Bata " *ehem*
  24. " Kung talagang tayo kahit saang sulok ng mundo magtatagpo tayo" *ehem*
  25. "it was not meant to be ... so honey i am setting you free to look for your destiny"
  26. "our time together was beautiful ... but i realized that there are still things i like to discover so ..."
  27. "you are too immature for me..."
  28. "It seems that we are not compatible with each other."
  29. "Tama na. Ayoko na. "
  30. " i've decided to move on with my life... "
  31. "DI NA KITA MAHAL?"
  32. "i think this would be better for both of us...just take care of yourself always..." *ehem*
  33. "hindi na kita mahal, pwede wag mo na kasi ako mahalin?,,"
  34. "pwede wag ka nang nagdradrama jan..tapos na eh..Ako, over nako sayo...kaya pwede tama na iyak mo jan...o sya na padating na nililigawan ko..
  35. "you're too damn good for me..."
  36. "we had the right love at the wrong time..."
  37. "friends naman tayo di ba?"
  38. "kung wala kang pambigay ng load... kalimutan na din tayo! hehe"
  39. "im entering the convent..."
  40. "noon akala ko kaya kitang mahalin...ngayon, nalaman kong HANGGANG AKALA LANG PALA TALAGA. pasencya kna..."
  41. "wla ka na maririnig sken,,pabayaan mo nko.."
  42. "happy hunting!"
  43. "pgod nko,,give me a break.,"
  44. "i think its goin no where,,so we better stop this now!"
  45. "I think it's for ur own good...it is hard for me...yet I have to do it...bye..."
  46. "The feeling is not mutual anymore."
  47. "Sorry it has to end this way."
  48. “I’m sorry......thank you....cgro ako nLng muna mag-isa...sorry."
  49. uHmM..xE wAtS D pOiNt Of BeIn 2gEDeR dB kUnG nDe nMaN nA IkAw UnG AlAm Ko Na mAhAl kO.... aUkO lnG na MgLokOhAn Pa tAyO....
  50. E2 iSa Pa..UhMm….. PrO-bOyS Na kc Ko..HaHa! JokE LnG!
  51. hayyy., im xori., i dont min it., i hab 2 let u go., its 4 ur own sake., find sum1 else., thnk u so much., gudbye.,
  52. ummmm...baby, mhal kita pro nguguluhan ako...i nid sum space...
  53. uHhHhmm.. I dUnnO wAt tO sAy.. ILovEyOu... i riLy dO bUt dEr R tYmS nA xAdO nA cOmpLicAtEd uNg
    siTuAtiOn nAtEn.. iLovEyOu eN I hAtE tO sAy thiS bUt iTs fOr thE bEst.. I QUIT!!

  54. its over! trip ko lang....
  55. i dOnt wAna bE unfAir,,,u'Re tOo goOd fOr mE...
  56. This isNt wOrkiNG aNymoRe…
  57. wala kang pera...

Saturday, November 11, 2006

... Peace in just loving !


Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who loves us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words. For you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the other person to grow but never too far to feel the love deep within your being.
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to comeback.

Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith and never allow pain to dishearten you but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in just loving !
... > < ...

This is me...

calesa photos taken by: MG Shinoda using SONY Cyber-shot® DSC-W50


Simple and serious...
I'm not MAYABANG but I am brutally FRANK...
Un-complicated and hates strings...
so don't try.
Easy to please...
Not a demanding type so don't ever be...
Easy to tag and go along with...
And most of all, wAtAsHi wA mInUkUi dAtE...
got problem with it? - - - hehehe.
SO DON"T EXPECT...
never... that I will go meet and out with you...
neither will I have some quickies with you...
I am not a PUTA
and I do not fuck around with just anyone...
anytime...
anywhere...
because I do it with love and with passion...
and that I only do it for and with the one I love....
I am a LoYaL FrIeNd and a LoYaL LoVeR...
so don't you ever try to mess around with me
because I could get far off worst
than you could ever imagine that I could be...
And these are all but ONE BIG JOKE...
Kanero... hehehe
PeAcE...

photos taken by: MG Shinoda using SONY Cyber-shot® DSC-W50

About Me...

Let me make a list of it...

1. i snore when i sleep, i drool (a lot) hahaha
2. it takes me at least an hour to take a bath
3. and yes i'm always late
4. i don't smoke
5. i drink occasionaly
6. i'm a bit vain
7. i only eat when i'm hungry and it shows
8. i'm happy when it rains
9. i'm boring
10. i'm but an obssesive-compulsive
11. i use my peripheral vision most of the time
12. i can smell the presence of a cockroach
13. accident prone
14. i talk to plants and flowers
15. hates the sun
16. loves the beach
17. loves to munch on ice cubes
18. i sometimes is a morbid thinker
19. loves to play monopoly
20. i'm a psych &... a TOTAL BITCH !
....
I am driven and ambitious...I am totally self motiviated to succeed...I am actively working to acheive what I want...I am skillful in many area...I am a natural predator with strong instincts...And more than a little demanding...I am creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force...An outdoors person...I like animals and relate to them better than people...I tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor...People sometimes see me as arrogant or a know it all...I tend to be a bit of a loner, though I hate to be alone.

I can be a real intellectual powerhouse. Chances are that my mind is almost constantly engaged by one fantastic thought or another. Because I'm the kind who is highly creative, keeping up with I can be like riding an intellectual roller coaster. But My zest for life usually goes beyond your own big ideas and endeavors. I can take real pleasure in helping others to reach their dreams as well. I can be wonderful coaches to help people attain their goals. I seem to know how to bring out the best in people. In relationships, my type is known for deeply valuing your commitments. Not the kind to be an open book, I'm often hesitant to share my feelings with others - especially in the early stages of a relationship. I may take a long time to admit the depth of my feelings for someone. It may also take some coaxing to get me to share personal details about my life.

My Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means I am gifted at spotting patterns both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with my overall high intelligence make me good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust my instincts and turn to me for direction especially in the workplace.

I'm ferociously proud and somewhat vain, I like to be impressive and to be seen as Somebody Special. I am not timid, meek, or self-effacing, and are rarely content being in the background or in the subordinate position. I am a natural leader, and do not take orders from others very well. I must have something of my own, something creative - be it a business, a project, a home or whatever - that I can develop and manage according to my own will and vision. Whatever I do, I do it in a unique, dramatic, individual way. I like to put my own personal stamp on it.

I have powerful emotional attachments to the past, my family, my childhood, those places my associate with safety and security and my beginnings. Maintaining a connection with my roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to me. Loyal, devoted, and sentimental, I tend to cling to whatever is dear to me, be it person, familiar place, or cherished possession.